Five years ago today, my world was tossed upside down. You can read about it here. You don't expect to be 39 and wonder how will you go on.
Some days, I am still sad. Some days, I am happy. Some days, I am still angry. Some days, I find that there is something I want to share with you. Some days, I wonder what might have been. Some days, I don't think about you at all. I think that Rufus still misses you.
I look back over the past five years and think about how my life has changed. The things I've done that I never thought I would or could do. The places I've gone. The people I've met. I probably would have never done any of that if you were still here.
I found out that I'm stronger than I ever knew could be. For that I'm so glad.